HeizZzZ's Xanga

Time flies, road divived with nothing left

Tue, 27 May 2008 18:16:35 GMT

Yes, Here I am. Right on the road alone in the darkness. The traffic light sometimes go green, sometimes go red, ramdomly by their mood, like human being. To go or not to go? To be or not to be? I have no idea indeed. I don't ever have the courage to cross the road.

That's life, yeah, I always tell myself like this, but who can deal with it? Well, you can probably don't give a shite but what you react represent the true-inner you idolt. And it comes to Trainsportting, choose life, choose a job, choose a career, choose a family. It's just the matter choice fcukin hell CHOICE-MAKING-SYNDROME, god sake.

Crystalization made my mind changed, I was settled down in a new working envirnoment, to fight for what I want. Go back into school, have fun. Try to lay down to experience hte MAKING OF and BEHIND THE SCENE. Becoming more MATERIAL, and addiction. Pursuit the purity of happiness. A blank paper and an eraser. <Somebody> by Depeche mode.

Maybe this is the best present I ever made to myself, which is a rarely-taken self-portrait of my inner self-thought to celebrate my youth had gone.

Happy Birthday to myself

You are wanted--probably the best gig in town

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 17:29:41 GMT

日期︰2008年4月19日〔星期六晚〕
時間︰下午五時正入場
地點︰香港九龍灣國際展貿中心六樓展貿廳3
嘉賓︰何超，廿四味，AudioTraffic，Hardpack，Partyolk，Kolor，Shepherds The Weak，Tonick，PolyMuso
特別嘉賓︰夜叉〔北京metal-core班霸〕
票價︰$60〔預售〕、$80〔即場〕
賣飛地點︰指定通利琴行〔尖沙咀總行、灣仔總行、沙田分店、荃灣分店〕& 全線 HMV

Come and show your support and taste the power of ROCK.

It's sad that Keren Ann ticket in French May is FUCKIN SOLD OUT. wtf, only 150 seats!? bureaucratic and idolt!

Araki Jimbo-omg!通漲仲勁過d泰國米,shit!真係食大陸米都無咁嬲!

p.s.計我話買call不如買put,鄭嘉華都話莊主派餅,接貨接得你咁四萬,哈哈,施主,坐艇唔緊要,要有信心!388!!

A Life-long Journey

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 14:33:11 GMT

what is a journey
a journey is not a trip
neither a vacation
it's a process, a discovery
it's a process of self-discovery
a journey bring us face-to-face with ourselves
a journey not only show us the world,
but how we fit in it
does the person create the journey,
or does the journey create the person

a journey is life, itself.

Blessing in Tibet

I cried at the gig for confession

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 05:10:13 GMT

To be honest, I didn't expect too much for this show. I was becoming a big fan of audiotraffic since I met the ex-drummer MASAKI, for sure I went their gigs and had a pretty gd memory. In my ipod is all their demo inside. But, since member changed , I found myself a little bit sick of AT and their way of doing music.

But maybe I am wrong this time.

As I promised my TW colleague to bring her to gig before her leave, I rather paid $199 for so-called the most expensive underground gig ever in HK. The line-up start with Innisfallen for warming up, not bad~ and next, it came to HARDPACK! professional and taste punk! people started not remain their seat and stand near the stage and foolin around. then, SOLER is back, with their own attitude and perfect performance.

Audiotraffic's turn! I didn't go their CD launch party, I rmb the last time I saw them was at LET'S FIGHT and not gd at all. but this time they ROCKED at JCA! I can imagine they can jam close together after the member change, which can allow AT to move to next stage and walk further( I wish ). Fredie is a freaky drummer with 120% of power, and the beat like pulse ,omg! I can see everyone enjoyed in the crowd. My TW fd said AT impressed too (my TW fd's bf is a guitarist who won the Cannes film fest @@)

When they encore, I was melt... cover THE POLICE <Message it a Bottle> OMG! They rocked!! and Adrian sang like STING!! My tears drop, hah , for confession.

Last WED nite, I can't see colors at Maroon 5 tour. REAL MUSIC LASTS, for real audience. Stay tuned

Welcome Abroad

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 17:52:08 GMT

Sensation is back and I feel like re-birth, and becoming full and being all of a sudden. Some casual smart chat brought me spirit and be inspired. I loved it, I mean it. Seems all the things are on the rite track, family & fds, music, work, books, wording and somebody who love or be loved, i am being fulfiled. It's barely the most beautiful days (not the TVB one, i am sick of TV now).

I realized to work or do whatever u like is realli well-being. although the way may full of thorns, who knows? I hope my fds around can realli do whatever they like truly from their heart and I will show support always.

Work in LV allowed me to think more(mental growth), about my career too. Maybe it's just VANITY FAIR, but I've prepared, ;) Here, I would like to thank for a man who gave me this opportunity, for sure I grabbed. Thanks. And people care about me, thanks.

Also to my ex. niko, I am sorry but I am happi to see you enjoyed urself in dutch. Thank you for Jean Francois and TW as well! And I missed KAI 8 and muso ppl and itc fds. Let's cheers and for health. Enjoy!

just give me some laughter if u like

世紀末煙花

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 18:12:39 GMT

太忙既關係,遲遲未有落筆

事發於個多月前,偶爾在roadshow看到eason同wyman既訪問,內容離不開二人老友鬼鬼既合作趣事,當然亦有大家都好留心既時裝經,而最令我興奮的卻是大談他們的初相識經過.

無獨有偶,這兩位我欣賞的人都是透過文字相遇,相知,真是浪漫得不得了.值得反思既係到底係物以類聚還是冥冥之中自有主宰抑或係兩生花之後現代激情版?緣也.

我(泛指香港人)喜歡eason或多或少係因為大家都在阿臣身上找到某程度的慾望投射.而故事就發生在1996的冬天.那時我只有10歲,還未懂事,但已知道那時不是一個好日子,什麼世紀末,後現代,回歸,千年虫大行其道.感覺上很不實在很insecured,消極得很.可幸當時我還未搞得懂這場大龍鳳有什麼政治成份,但當我近年再重聽這首歌的時侯,感覺都很強烈,很有歷史感.真的很難想像現今canto-pop會有像<時代曲>般富有前瞻性.

就散席了　人客急將美酒喝掉
趕於舞曲奏盡前離坐
是我夜了吧　最後這一刻到場
待熱情盡過　方看到場內燦爛

好想唱一闕歌　叫你認清楚我
我也曾到來慶賀
好想唱一闕歌　見證日子怎過
那個時勢能沒有歌

若問你會如何　我也沒有耐何
剩下光境不多
但是妳會如何　我也沒有耐何
盼你亦賞面安坐
替我用掌聲和唱著這歌

就散席了　人客心知箇中奧妙
將講到一半話題完掉
若注定這樣　故事尾聲方進場
別人話遲極了　願時代仍為我留了坐

只想唱一闕唱　叫你認清我
我也曾到來慶賀
只想唱一闕唱　一首淒美的贊歌
派對完結前為你寫的唱

1996年,<時代曲>,wyman第一首寫俾eason既歌,wyman還在當DJ,eason就剛獲得新秀.引用張愛玲名句:成名要趁早,但我想,<時代曲>會更適合我們這一群8字頭有lost generation.

Yet, the story goes, like a merry-go-round

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 03:57:54 GMT

三個月前既今日,我以為好多事都會定下來沉淟.三個月,話長唔長話短唔短,但三個月已整整足夠看一雙情侶情海番波,一個股市有多瘋癲,一班朋友出現的些微變化以及 -- 一份工作.

老實說有點自卑,但講理想,見怪不怪了,還有點足襟見爪

眼看戰友們都抗戰勝利,實在令人鼓舞.但眉宇間難免露出豔羨目光(即眼紅).

現在的生活很充實,根本唔容許有時間去思考.工作過後還要給GM做proposal望她大發慈悲早日調我到mkting.還有在假期還要教8小時鼓,錢是賺到,但真的很累.

容我語重心腸說一次,我有打算了,現在只是在路口等轉站,不必大家操心.亦但願我真的能做到路中拾遺,免得我沉溺在書海之中,不能自救.

P.S.我係淡友

an ordinary life, an ordinary view

Mon, 10 Sep 2007 20:27:48 GMT

事先聲明,本文絕無任何政治含意/人身攻擊成份,請勿對號入座.

事緣從友人特意通報得悉 http://evchk.wikia.com/wiki/%E6%B8%AF%E5%A5%B3 網站上有一反篇文章詳盡講述"港女",由於標題很有趣,便駐足端詳,繼而有感而發.

自問不是什麼討論區的常客,那些高登的笑話都是由朋友吹水間學到的.整篇文章雖然真的很長(看似很悶人),但若果閣下用心看的話,定會發覺文章寫得挺有心,觀點亦獨到,擲地有聲,絕非大部份人所認為"獨(毒)男"能夠出此手筆.

真的希望有時間的話可以抽空看看,身為男/女的你都應該留意這個社會現象以及關心這個切身問題.看得不爽大可一笑置之,但流言止於智者,此為本人之處世格言.社會大家都有責任,年輕人多點承擔,少點怨氣,多點反省.

HKers shall never kill HKers

開學禮

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 16:00:29 GMT

從前看大看生,實有高貴之感.眼看學長踏上大學之道,艷羨目光難免走光.萬千莘莘學子考取功名,只求一登龍門從hku的樓梯緩緩步下,猶如古代文人雅士拂袖而下,風流倜儻談笑風生惜字如金.

可惜好睇唔好食.

時下興fragmentary writing,好post-modern,有得學就好喇,哈

黎堅惠

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 17:59:26 GMT

目下的黎小姐果真比想像中來得跳脫,唇槍舌劍與槍林彈雨之間仍對purple同a magazine金睛火眼,可見其對時裝之熱情.重看她在<jet>的手稿,別有味道,溫文爾雅卻不失情趣,世故得來又拈來妙筆生花,果真一絕.(想買番佢本少年口味添)

拎著muse bag絕塵而去,堅型,型過martine sitbon.