Time flies, road divived with nothing left

Yes, Here I am. Right on the road alone in the darkness. The traffic light sometimes go green, sometimes go red, ramdomly by their mood, like human being. To go or not to go? To be or not to be? I have no idea indeed. I don't ever have the courage to cross the road.

That's life, yeah, I always tell myself like this, but who can deal with it? Well, you can probably don't give a shite but what you react represent the true-inner you idolt. And it comes to Trainsportting, choose life, choose a job, choose a career, choose a family. It's just the matter choice fcukin hell CHOICE-MAKING-SYNDROME, god sake.

Crystalization made my mind changed, I was settled down in a new working envirnoment, to fight for what I want. Go back into school, have fun. Try to lay down to experience hte MAKING OF and BEHIND THE SCENE. Becoming more MATERIAL, and addiction. Pursuit the purity of happiness. A blank paper and an eraser. <Somebody> by Depeche mode.

Maybe this is the best present I ever made to myself, which is a rarely-taken self-portrait of my inner self-thought to celebrate my youth had gone.

Happy Birthday to myself

You are wanted--probably the best gig in town

 

 

It's sad that Keren Ann ticket in French May is FUCKIN SOLD OUT. wtf, only 150 seats!? bureaucratic and idolt!

A Life-long Journey

what is a journey
a journey is not a trip
neither a vacation
it's a process, a discovery
it's a process of self-discovery
a journey bring us face-to-face with ourselves
a journey not only show us the world,
but how we fit in it
does the person create the journey,
or does the journey create the person

a journey is life, itself.

Blessing in Tibet

I cried at the gig for confession

To be honest, I didn't expect too much for this show. I was becoming a big fan of audiotraffic since I met the ex-drummer MASAKI, for sure I went their gigs and had a pretty gd memory. In my ipod is all their demo inside. But, since member changed , I found myself a little bit sick of AT and their way of doing music.

But maybe I am wrong this time.

As I promised my TW colleague to bring her to gig before her leave, I rather paid $199 for so-called the most expensive underground gig ever in HK. The line-up start with Innisfallen for warming up, not bad~ and next, it came to HARDPACK! professional and taste punk! people started not remain their seat and stand near the stage and foolin around. then, SOLER is back, with their own attitude and perfect performance.

Audiotraffic's turn! I didn't go their CD launch party, I rmb the last time I saw them was at LET'S FIGHT and not gd at all. but this time they ROCKED at JCA! I can imagine they can jam close together after the member change, which can allow AT to move to next stage and walk further( I wish ). Fredie is a freaky drummer with 120% of power, and the beat like pulse ,omg! I can see everyone enjoyed in the crowd. My TW fd said AT impressed too (my TW fd's bf is a guitarist who won the Cannes film fest @@)

When they encore, I was melt... cover THE POLICE <Message it a Bottle> OMG! They rocked!! and Adrian sang like STING!!  My tears drop, hah , for confession.

Last WED nite, I can't see colors at Maroon 5 tour. REAL MUSIC LASTS, for real audience. Stay tuned

Welcome Abroad

Sensation is back and I feel like re-birth, and becoming full and being all of a sudden. Some casual smart chat brought me spirit and be inspired. I loved it, I mean it. Seems all the things are on the rite track, family & fds, music, work, books, wording and somebody who love or be loved, i am being fulfiled. It's barely the most beautiful days (not the TVB one, i am sick of TV now).

I realized to work or do whatever u like is realli well-being. although the way may full of thorns, who knows? I hope my fds around can realli do whatever they like truly from their heart and I will show support always.

Work in LV allowed me to think more(mental growth), about my career too. Maybe it's just VANITY FAIR, but I've prepared, ;) Here, I would like to thank for a man who gave me this opportunity, for sure I grabbed. Thanks. And people care about me, thanks.

Also to my ex. niko, I am sorry but I am happi to see you enjoyed urself in dutch. Thank you for Jean Francois and TW as well! And I missed KAI 8 and muso ppl and itc fds. Let's cheers and for health. Enjoy!

just give me some laughter if u like